havent changed much
so after listening to Michaels clips from the tape I sent him in Spain I realize that though I may have changed a bit in 5 years... my personality is fundamentally the same. I want what I want when I want it. but ehh... Ive learned to deal...
on another note... Ive got some sort of chronic sickness thing. Where i get well enough to go to work during the week then on friday night i crash, get a fever and a sore throat that keeps me in bed. blah.. then I try to get out and do something outside and it gets worse. This has happened the past 3 weekends.. I think im actually gonna see a doctor.
Im also feeling an undeniable urge to find someone i can connect with with and settle down for a bit. Every girl ive met out here starts out cool and then turns into a lamo in a few weeks. I feel like ive got no one to just call up whenever I need a friend just to hang out and hug...
anywhoo... so tired.. eyes burning
i rode my bicycle about 15 miles up to the airport along the beach.. then came home and got a fever
took some medicine, felt better... then went on a long motorcycle ride... then feel crappy again.
i just wanna feel better.
i just wanna find someone i can relate too.
and someone I can hug when I need one.
bleh.. more complaining.
on another note... Ive got some sort of chronic sickness thing. Where i get well enough to go to work during the week then on friday night i crash, get a fever and a sore throat that keeps me in bed. blah.. then I try to get out and do something outside and it gets worse. This has happened the past 3 weekends.. I think im actually gonna see a doctor.
Im also feeling an undeniable urge to find someone i can connect with with and settle down for a bit. Every girl ive met out here starts out cool and then turns into a lamo in a few weeks. I feel like ive got no one to just call up whenever I need a friend just to hang out and hug...
anywhoo... so tired.. eyes burning
i rode my bicycle about 15 miles up to the airport along the beach.. then came home and got a fever
took some medicine, felt better... then went on a long motorcycle ride... then feel crappy again.
i just wanna feel better.
i just wanna find someone i can relate too.
and someone I can hug when I need one.
bleh.. more complaining.
posted by Omnipotent O at
10:54 PM
3 Comments:
it sounds like your problem is that you get almost better and then do things like go on 15 mile bike rides. and relapse into sickness.
just be thankful you don't have a growth covering your eyeball. as for the 'serious' partner .... maybe you should start hanging out at the library. :)
you need to go on MORE bike rides for longer distances in order to get better.
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